respect to you for knowing why you're there.... as long as you are happy , thats all that matters , and as long as you live up to your own expectations & goals , then thats the whole point.
Winners are just the loser thats fastest IYSWIM , and as with anything , there can only be a top because there's a bottom for it to sit on.
I know that i'll never win against the big boys, but i also know that there are riders out there that consider me as one of them , so its all relative .
I never had a better compliment payed than when i guy who i knew only as a passing knod , said that he was over the moon to have beat me once during the year , over an end of season drink .
I think EddieJ says the riding is only 30% of it for him now, and with the kit he has , i see what his buzz is, but for me, i'n only interested in the race , and the bike is just a tool , i cant stay home and polish my wheels or spend money on stuff that wont make me faster, because it dont float my boat , but i understand those that do ... until they spend money on bling instead of tyres , then moan cos they aint fast enough...
Good call on getting off the road BTW..... have a good first season , steady away gets the job done .